~ Courtney Bryson ~

RIP Helen Faye Register

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 19:15:03 GMT

I lost my grandmother who is very very dear to me. It was very shocking. She was completely well and had nothing wrong with her, then she just died... I miss her so much everyday. It hasnt even been a week... but I still long to see her. I saw her a few days before she died and she was full of life and laughing... I just miss her. Please pray for me.

This really sums everything up...

Homesick by Mercy Me...

You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again

And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow

I've never been more homesick than now

I CANT BELIEVE I AM GETTING MARRIED ON SATURDAY!!

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Fri, 02 May 2008 02:21:58 GMT

ITS OFFICIAL LADIES AND GENTLEMEN... I WILL NO LONGER BE COURTNEY GRACELYN REGISTER COME SATURDAY AT 5:30!!... I WILL BE COURTNEY REGISTER BRYSON!!

YES, I AM GETTING MARRIED!! YAY!! I AM GETTING MARRIED TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE... AARON SOLOMON BRYSON.

TO ALL OF YOU COMING, I LOVE YOU AND CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU, TO THOSE OF YOU WHO COULDNT BE THERE... I WILL MISS YOU!! :)

Its funny, if you look down at the entries... I was sitting back and waiting for me and Aaron to fail... now look at us!! :)

Whatever.

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Wed, 22 Aug 2007 19:42:43 GMT

MY EX BOYFRIEND IS A FUCKING IDIOT.

You "claim" to be in love with me still, and write a NOVEL on livejournal about me... then... you claim you have "forgotten" me... makes TONS of sense. Good Job. I hope you do move on and leave me and aaron alone. Im happy. Deal with it.

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Tue, 19 Jun 2007 21:55:48 GMT

FROM HERE ON OUT THIS JOURNAL WILL BE 100 PERCENT FRIENDS ONLY.

PLEASE COMMENT TO BE ADDED.

I WOULD USE ONE OF THOSE COMMENT TO BE ADDED BANNERS... ~~BUT I AM TOO LAZY TO FIND ONE~~ BUT I HAVENT FOUND ONE THAT I LIKE...

PLEASE LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND I WILL ADD YA UP!!

<3 me

Alrighty...

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Tue, 19 Jun 2007 20:21:25 GMT

Ok
So I have just purchased ANOTHER 12 months on this Livejournal thing. I have had a paid account since 04, so why not keep getting one... right??

So all of you in LJ land... make me post every day!! If not, I am not getting my paid account's money worth.

Do any of you know how to do a cute layout? If so... could you do one for me?! I will purchase like 6 months of extra user pics for you or something... I just want something really cute and pink... and girlie.. and I just want it to be really cute... if you make it for me... I wll do something ubber special for you!!

Ok... so now that thats said... love you all bunches,

I am kind of going through a funk right now, which really sucks... but oh well... I wil get out of it sooner or later I hope...

Worst Day ever...

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Tue, 17 Apr 2007 03:03:15 GMT

Ok... aside from all of the Virginia Tech stuff (I found my friend btw, he is safe.. thank goodness!!)
Today, I almost died.
Around... 9ish I decided to take a nap on my couch... well... the wind was terrible. For all of you in the durham/Raleigh area you know this.

Anyways... I layed down... and A TREE HIT MY HOUSE.

Guys... it destroyed everything. Its horrid. It hit everywhere around me where I was sleeping. The fire department was amazed that where I was sleeping is where th tree should have gone.. and it didnt... it went all around me and not the tree. They said that was physically impossible. They said I shouldnt have even been sitting there talking to them.

I got hit with some branches and parts of the ceiling. It hurt my head... but the fireman and EMS guy (the fireman was so damn hot) checked me out... and I was ok. He gave me a hug (the hot fireman) and said I would be ok. but still was amazed that everything was destroyed.

It also came within centemeters of a propane tank... another mystery as to why it didnt hit it.

The thing is, it should have been a lot worse than it was. I thank GOD that it wasnt.

My friend Cindy told me last night that it was the first night she prayed for me since my family has been in Italy. She told me she prayed for my safetly while my parents were away. I then told her about the Tree incident. Its amazing the power of PRAYER. The one night she prays for me, a miracle keeps me safe the next morning. Its amazing.

Other than that. I have had to go about getting the house/yard fixed on my own. The grill is flattened... all of our furniture.. everything... glass is everywhere. Parts of trees are in my house. I was so scared. I have been through hell and back today.

I dont really want to even think about what could have happened if it would have fallen on me. It flattened and ruined everything else it hit... and the SCREEN outside of where iw as laying is still up... its just amazing...

Then my grandma got here and didnt care about any of it. She even started a fight with me.
So much for having a grandmother that actually cares about your well being.

Anyways... contractors and estimaters will be here in the morning to help fix the house. The also need to see how much our insurance will cover. They say its up to 20 grand to fix right now.

I need sleep...

Pray for me you guys...

VA Tech

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Mon, 16 Apr 2007 21:32:52 GMT

My friend isnt answering his phones.
He is missing at VA Tech.
I am really worried, I have tried calling all day and no answer.

I really hope he is ok...

Ugh... pondering...

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Tue, 26 Sep 2006 01:11:33 GMT

Ok... so I have been thinking so much lately.
ALmost to the point were my head just completely aches.
There are so many things I want right now, that I just cant have. I am confused.. and alone...

I know I am moving soon, so I really shouldnt want anymore out of Raleigh... but yet I do... and I want so much for myself when I move... and I am so scared that if I dont get those things when I move that life will just be completely ruined.

I want to make things happpen that I cant. LIfe sucks that way sometimes. There is absolutly nothing that I can do about them too.

Ugh, Vegas is coming up this week. Charlie and Harrison and Billy and Cindy will be there, so thats always good. I am glad I will get to spend some time with them outside of work.

I was listening to music, and... this is seriously how I feel right now, even though I wish I could make things differend and make ME the one that makes him smile, and make MYSELF the one that he dreams about at night, but I cant and I know that. He likes this other girl, and I compltely hate her and I dont even know her. Pathetic, right??

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road takes you where you wanna go
And if you are faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed
Keep on walkin til you find the window
When its cold outside show the world the warmth of your smile
More than anything, More than anything

My wish
For you
Is that this life because all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big
Your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you're out there gettin where your gettin to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yea, this is my wish... <33

Even though he hurts me, I want that for him... :(

Now, its off to wollow in self pity and cry... but I am doing better than usual... today is just a bad day...

Alas... Vegas in 8 days... ahoy!!

OK

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Sun, 17 Sep 2006 20:28:19 GMT

I am alive.
I will do a picture update tonigh!!

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Sun, 10 Sep 2006 00:32:05 GMT

I miss your smile
I miss your eyes
I saw a picture of us today
And started to cry

I love the way you say my name
I dont know if ill ever feel the same
I wish I could bring you back to me
Somehow, if Icould make you see...

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Wed, 14 Jun 2006 01:46:32 GMT

MEN ARE FUCKING ASS HOLES.

I SWEAR, SOME NEED TO JUST GET THE FUCK OVER THEMSELVES. THE WORLD DOES NOT OWE YOU JACK SHIT. GO JUMP OFF OF A BRIDGE AND DIE.

LETS GO CANES!!

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Tue, 06 Jun 2006 03:13:25 GMT

AND THE HURRICANES WIN GAME ONE!! JUST 3 MORE GUYS... 3 MORE!!

Baptism... ♥

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Mon, 05 Jun 2006 01:04:42 GMT

I got baptized tonight. Talking about an emotional experience.
I will write more later!! :)

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Mon, 22 May 2006 01:07:41 GMT

Ok... so
Charlie+Suit=THE SEXIEST THING ALIVE.

That is all.

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Fri, 19 May 2006 03:25:42 GMT

http://www.apple.com/trailers/paramount/wtc

Dont watch that if you cry easily... but its the new trailor for World Trade Center.
It looks amazing

Im over you... FUCKER.

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Mon, 03 Apr 2006 04:30:42 GMT

This is all over.
I am dating other people
And GETTING OVER THIS BULLSHIT.

Do you know how badly I want that to be true??

OMG!!

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Tue, 28 Mar 2006 22:37:20 GMT

Ok.
I may be going on tour with a very famous band for 3 weeks.
Not singing, just being like a Merch girl and what not.
I am so excited.
Heather is going to make sure I look rockstar.
LOL

Not to mention, the guy that I am like in love with... totally has been talking to me all cute lately.
Man, I wish this would work!! *crosses fingers*

&hearts;

GO SEAHAWKS...FEEL THE TEAL BABYYYYYYYYY!!

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Tue, 07 Mar 2006 05:06:45 GMT

OMG... UNCW TOTALLY WON THE CAA TOURNEY TONIGHT!! I AM SO FREAKIN EXCITED... WE ARE GOING TO THE BIG DANCE FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2003!!!!!!

Wow, I so am lovin my seahawks right now!! ♥

Now,Duke just needs to win the ACC... and everything will be completely perfect!!

Today was actually fun... I went to work... the got off early...
Then, talked to Heather about meeting Danny and Josh...

Then, me and Josh went to the mall. It was so much fun hanging out with him... we hung out just like old times.
I bought some nail polish and that is it lol.

Anyways, I think I am heading to UNC on friday and then back to my house to drink... yea, I know. Its going to be a blast... ok, so I am going to bed... much love all of ya'll!!

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Tue, 07 Mar 2006 01:54:11 GMT

UNCW IS SO F'N CLOSE TO THE BIG DANCE!! EEP!!

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Wed, 08 Feb 2006 04:06:17 GMT

THIS GAME IS GOING TO GIVE ME A HEART ATTACK... GOD PLEASE LET US WIN. WE NEED THIS WIN. I WANT THIS WIN.

IM 21... IM 21... IM 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Fri, 20 Jan 2006 09:02:54 GMT

I AM FUCKING 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM FINALLY LEGAL!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN BUY MY OWN DRINKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!! YAY FOR BEING 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH, AND MY FACE IS SWOLLEN AND IT HAD GLASS IN IT. SUCKS HUH??

IV BEEN DRINKING JUST A LITTLE BIT TONIGHT. SO YEA... WOAH!!!!!!

TOMORROW IS GONNA BE JUST AS CRAZY. YES MA'M IT ISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

COURTNEY REGISTER IS 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS AMAZING LADIES AND GENTLEMEN... IT TRULY IS!!

NOW, I NEED TO GET THIS SWELLING TO GO DOWN BY MORNING!!

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Sun, 18 Dec 2005 05:08:16 GMT

Ok... another post that is mainly for me!!

Packages I am getting in the mail this week:

Package 1:

Pigment Samples... 1/4 tspn...

Kelly Green
Grape
Silver Fog
Pink Pearl
Pink Opal
All Girl

Package 2:

Beauty marked e/s

Package 3:

All Girl 1/4 sample

Package 4:

Full tspn samples:

Old Gold
White Gold

Package 5:

Pigment Samples

Golden Lemon
Cool Pink

Package 6:

Pink Pink to make the boys wink

Sales.

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Sun, 11 Dec 2005 03:10:12 GMT

This is mainly just for me to know...

Hanna is sending me 2 piggie samples, the check should clear monday, and she should send monday, which means I should get them around friday...

Old Gold
White Gold

Both are 1 full tspn. I paid 11.55.

On ebay, I want 1/2 tspn of All Girl Piggie. It has a clear date of the 12th as well, I should get it around friday.

A girl on LJ sold me:

Pink Pearl
Pink Opal
Kelly Green
Silver Fog
Grape

pigments. Clear date = 14th, she said she was sending out on Wed. So... I should be getting it around then.

These are the things I have bought

Oh, and i spend 12 on the last one.

Who's that girl... where's she from... She cant be the one... that has taken over my world...

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Thu, 28 Jul 2005 04:09:35 GMT

Ok, so yea... Nothing exciting is happening really... oh

Today, I gave up ALL OF MY CREDIT CARDS (keep in mind that I have 4)... and I AM NOT GOING TO GET THEM BACK FOR A YEAR. I mean I KNOW I am the one that volunteered to give them up but, still. The only card I can use are my debit cards and my checks. Thats how I am going to pay for everything that I get. I mean I did make a vow to myself not to spend a dime between now and October 20th when I go to Vegas, so that will give me about 3,000 for shopping in vegas... but yea

The reason behind giving up all the credit cards... I am getting a new BMW 325Ci. I am so freakin excited. Its a Convertible... I have like 4 or 5 colors to pick from... Ill let you know which one I decide upon, actually I think tomorrow I am going to go take photos and see what everyone else thinks... cause they are all pretty much the same price ... But anways, yea I am really excited... its going to be awesome!! So, no credit card use for a while... but I am going to work and such so I will have my paychecks... oh and Daddy is getting me a gas card... so yay for having $$ for gas... ok... I am doing a cut so this doesnt get too long!! <33

Totally stole this from cara... but I thought it would be fun cause I havent updated in like a year!! LOL

♥ i n f o r m a t i o n
» name: Courtney Gracelyn!!
» single or taken: Single :(
» sex: female
» birthday: January 20, 1985
» siblings: Younger sister, Caitlin
»hair color: Blonde
» eye color: Green/Blue
» shoe size: 8 1/2
» height: 5`2 1/2.. yes AND A HALF.

♥ r e l a t i o n s h i p s
» who are your best friends?: Anthony,Kelly P., Kelly D., Courtney, Trey, Carly, Josh, Heather, Audrey, Ryan, goodness... I love everyone!! If I forgot you dont be offended!!... oh and these are in no particular order!! :) Except for maybe the first one :)
» do you have a boyfriend /girlfriend?: No... sadly...

♥ f a s h i o n | s t u f f
» where is your favorite place to shop: american eagle, a&f, express, saks, nordstroms, LV, goodness... too long to list!! lol!!
» any tattoos or piercings: a few piercings... ears.. ya know!! cartilage... or however you spell that!! lol!!

♥ s p e c i f i c s
» do you do drugs?: I have never even tried them, much less take them on a regular basis.
» what kind of shampoo do you use?: As of right now, I use back to basics cause it smells GOOD. hehe!! :)
» what are you most scared of?: CLOWNS. HEIGHTS. SMALL AREAS... lol!!
» who is the last person that called you?: hmm... well... on my cell Anthony... on my house phone... Kelly
» how many buddies are online right now?: 102 on AIM
» what would you change about yourself?: Hmm... maybe prettier? I dont know!!

♥ f a v o r i t e s
» color: yellow and pink!! <33
» food: Salad... with grilled chicken!! yummy!!
» boys names: For like my kid?? Caleb and Parker!!
» girls names: For like my kid?? Cloe and... I dont know!! lol!!
» subjects in school: Latin.
» animals: My yellow lab Roxy... she would be my favorite!!
» sports: to do? Cheerleading (yes its a sport damnit) and to watch... Football and basketball!! woot woot!!

♥ h a v e | y o u | e v e r
» given anyone a bath?: hmm... does... a baby count??? If so, then yes!!
» smoked?: yes... 9th grade once... I am not very proud of it.
» bungee jumped?: NO. NEVER WILL. too scared!! unless I was like totally drunk and someone made me or something... lol!!
» made yourself throw up?: Haha, yea. No, I am not bulimic. I ate something that could have hurt me so I had to.
» skinny dipped?: hmm... maybe... lol
» ever been in love?: yes... still am... I guess... ugh...
» made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: haha who hasnt?!
» pictured your crush naked?: um... hmm...
» actually seen your crush naked?: haha... partcially naked...
» cried when someone died?: Yes...
» lied: Everyone lies. Its human nature.
» fallen for your best friend?: Nope.
» been rejected?: Well, not really rejected... but dumped... yea... life sucks huh??
» rejected someone?: Haha yes.
» done something you regret?: who hasn't?
» used someone?: nope

♥ c u r r e n t
»clothes: Red Soffe shorts, and a tank top.
»make-up: The MAC I have been wearing all day, I need to go wash it off.
»annoyance: hmm... that someone wont call me back when they said like 5 minutes ago they would.
»smell: Curious-- Britney Spears
»favorite group/artist: BACKSTREET BOYS ALWAYS AND FOREVER. haha... and tons of others that I love and dont feel like listing!! :)
»desktop picture: Right now, Me and Anthony kissing... yea I should really take that off... but its cute none the less...
»in cd player: I have an iPod now, so CD player is tucked away!! ... oh and Nothing is in it!! :)

♥ l a s t | p e r s o n
»you touched: My mom's arm... haha
»you hugged: my dog... she was sitting next to me looking all sad!!...
»you imed: AUDREY!!
»you yelled at: haha... my... sister??
»you kissed: Anthony... well in a boyfriend/girlfriend romantic way...

♥ t h e | o p p o s i t e | s e x
»what attracts you: Smile/Height/hands lol!!
»last person you slow danced with: oh goodness... I think it was... Chris Hugo when I won prom queen!! lol!!
»makes you laugh the most: Anthony... that kid is a hoot!!
»makes you smile: Anthony...
»who do you have a crush on: ... Hmm... I dont think that needs to be answered...

♥ d o | y o u | e v e r
»sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: um, No.
»wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: NO WAY!!
»wish you were younger: Sometimes, but then im like "What the hell am I thinking??"
»cried because someone said something to you?: Haha, sadly yes...

♥ N u m b e r
»of times i have had my heart broken: hmm... 2 times I believe... maybe 3... no wait... 3...
»of hearts i have broken: Oh man... I know for sure 2... maybe more!!
»of guys ive kissed: hmm... lets see... goodness I dont know... 10+ lol!!
»of girls ive kissed: ZERO... well unless the cheek or something but thats it.
»of continents you've been to?: Europe and North America... and South America... I think thats it!! :)
»of tight friends: hmm... like 5 maybe??
»of cds i own: Goodness, no clue... thousands... and I am being serious!!
»of scars on my body: hmm... not too many... I dont do anything to give me scars!! lol!! I have maybe 3... haha!!

♥ F i n a l | Q u e s t i o n s
» do you like fillings these out?: Yes, when I am bored like I am right now!!
» gold or silver: silver!!
» what was the last film you saw at the movies?: I believe it was... goodness... I dont remember... hmm... Star Wars maybe??... I dunno!! oh and I HATED THAT AND DIDNT WANT TO GO. Haha!!
» favorite cartoon/anime?: hmmm... Family Guy!!
» what did you have for breakfast this morning?: 3 egg whites... and 1/2 grapefruit... nasty, I know... damn Nashville.
» who would you love being locked in a room with?: Shavlik Randolph. lol!! OR... well... yea...
» could you live without your computer?: Yes, but I would get bored...
» would you color your hair? Haha, yes!!
» could you ever get off the computer?: yes
» hablas espanol?: No, Latin... and a little French!!
» how many people are on your buddy list?: like 220... which I didnt think was possible!! haha!!
» drink alcohol?: Sometimes... when I want to!!

Ok, that was fun... I will update tomorrow!! MUCH LOVE!!

bchbabeuncw@yahoo.com — Mon, 11 Jul 2005 00:38:13 GMT

I AM ALIVE. JUST BEEN OUT OF THE STATE!!

LOVE YOU... WILL UPDATE LATER!!

*~* Courtney Bryson *~*